Inanna of the Apple Tree, A Woman’s Midrash* to the Goddess by Hayley Arrington

Art by Arna Baartz


A prayer:
O glorious Inanna
You who are older than the word
Lady of the apple tree
Queen,
Bless this woman!

A story:
In your holy garden
You tended your tree,
But,
A serpent who could not be charmed
Settled in your roots,
The anzu-bird nested in your branches,
And the red maid Lilith shaped her home in your trunk.

This could not be abided.
You who tended to your apple tree so well,
You sought to reap its fruit
And wear blossoms in your hair.

Your queenly bed was to be made from its wood.
A bed to exalt your form;
Apple-scented sheets to caress your thighs,
To enwrap yourself within.
You, who never felt helpless,
Called for help from all quarters.

Your Goddess’ throne was to be shaped
From its trunk
From the holy apple tree
From your holy garden.

Inanna, your cries went unanswered!
Your sovereignty was held hostage.
Held hostage by those creatures
In your branches
In your trunk
In your roots.

Lilith called your name
The anzu-bird sang to her chicks
The serpent slithered

The red maid beckoned.
She dried your tears.
I am your fears,”
She whispered.
I know,” you replied.
Lilith crowned you with blossoms.
The birds sang your coronation song.
The serpent twined itself around your arm,
A fitting scepter.

You slept beneath your apple tree:
A natural bed.
You sat within its branches:
A natural throne.

You, who feared the unknown,
Who sought the end,
And feared the means;
You confronted,
You won,
You crowned yourself!

A prayer:
Inanna!
As you sought your Queenhood
And tended to your tree
I, too, seek to reap my own gifts
You overcame and wore your crown.
Lend your gifts of the apple to me
As I seek the wisdom of your star
Within your fruit
In the Morning and
In the Evening.
Ancient Goddess
You who are older than the word
Lady of the apple tree
Queen,
Bless this woman!


An excerpt from Inanna's Ascent: Reclaiming Female Power.

Hayley Arrington earned her M.A. in women’s spirituality from the Institute of Transpersonal Psychology, where she wrote her thesis on Celtic sun goddesses. Her interests include mythology and folklore as sacred text, writing essays, fiction and poetry, and discovering women’s myriad ways of knowing. Her writings have appeared in Eternal Haunted Summer, Goddess When She Rules: Expressions by Contemporary Women, SageWoman Magazine, and elsewhere. She is a devotee of Hera and a member of Twilight Spiral Coven. Hayley was born and raised in the greater Los Angeles area, where she still lives with her husband, David and their son, Stephen.

*Midrash, a form of biblical exegesis which literally means to investigate or study; a Jewish tradition of reinterpretation of original texts. Women’s spiritual midrash has become an increasingly popular feminist form of reclaiming sacred texts from all different religious and mythological origins. In my midrash for Inanna, I reinterpret “The Huluppu-tree” poem to show Inanna overcoming her obstacles on her own and embracing her shadow self. I interpret the Huluppu-tree as an apple tree as a further way of embracing that symbol so closely allied with women’s sin, for my own and other women’s reintegration of our fears, and knowing that we can be all we need to be for ourselves.

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